"When everything goes wrong" is there to test you

Cause that is when you get a chance to test how much you want something and how much you are ready to do/ how patient you have to be- to get it.
i am apartmentless in 2 weeks. The apartment we were waiting in Stockholm is under a big question mark : the landlorder is very positive about renting an apartment to us but some problems came up with the owners of the house.
I guess Hope..is all i can do here.

Totally randomly today i found a small unopened face cream sample in the bathroom drawer.  The brand name is Hope in a Jar.
 The philosophy of this brand is Where there is hope there can be faith,where faith is miracle can occur.
 I want a miracle happen.
Meanwhile, i was kinda down and sad about the apartment situation-i have been daydreaming.  I have been imaging myself somewhere in Iceland or New Zealand. In a country of beautiful valleys and amazing clear air. Where people live close to the nature and do not worry about simple and meaningless things like getting a chance to rent an apartment. They just take some wood and a piece of territory and build a place to live. Sometimes i really want to live that close to the nature.
Here is a song i really love, its by Bon Iver -watch this video and try to listen to the text. this song is magic.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWcyIpul8OE

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